My mum just told me that my papa has started to talk rubbish ever since he started talking this new medicine. She told me the rubbish things he said and instead of getting worried, I found it funny. Perhaps I have seen it too many times at work and find it normal but I do find it shocking that it is happening to my father. I read up the 2 brain medicines he has been taking but I still cannot figure out what to do. The doctor who prescribed the new medicine has went on a holiday already, unable to get him. My mum and I think that prehaps he has too much of this brain medicines that causing this weird symptoms to develop. He has taken 4 times of the medicine already and it stated on the website that the treatment should not sudden stop. I told my mum not to continue but not to give so many times until when I find help at work or my tan jian ming replies me tomorrow.
haiz what a moody roller coaster day today..I felt so irritated with myself for being so tired because of work and I got no energy to do other things. My guilt is going to eat me up because I feel very bad still not able to serve God. I can find the time but I cannot fight with my body's condition. I know I need the rest, if not my patients might be in a terrible state. That's why I didnt wake up for 7am mass and go for catclass meeting. I reached home quite late last night after my friend's wedding. If I have no work today, I would definitely go for meeting and attend 5.30pm mass. I really felt super terrible that I hated work and didnt want to go work. However when I go work today, I felt happy again. I was deployed to central and had fun working with tan peng liang with his rubbish that was quite funny. I went back with him and he was saying I am a werird person. He sounded as though trying to tell me to better grab people who likes me if not no one will like this weird person. I think I am hyperactive. Nowadays talk so loud and hyper. I think something wrong with me too. I think I should refer myself to psy. Aiya want to sleep liao...
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